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A landscape piece of an apartment complex at night. Symbolically, it conveys a natural curiosity about neighbours, comparing your lifestyle with others in envy. However, not everything is what it seems. Many things can occur behind closed doors, but glass windows say it all. Inspired by the title sequence for Jessica Jones (2015) by Arisu Kashiwagi and David Mack (the original comics illustrator) as well as the 1954 movie, Rear Window.
A visual response to society's rejection of bisexuality, along with the idea of having to conform to expectations. The pink, blue and purple in the back represent the bisexual flag colors, which fade to convey becoming straight” to keep peace in the conflict. Yet, they are faint in the last frame to symbolize a permanence in my identity. The hair straightener is an allegory for being “straight” (sexuality and behavior wise).
A visual representation of my personal experience with sleep deprivation, mainly due to stress, poor time management and demanding assignments. While inspired by my experience of thriving on only 3-5 hours of sleep, the piece consists of a self portrait sporting exaggerated eye-bags as well as ghost-like chalk drawings of myself, all placed in the foreground of a radially blurred purple acrylic void, thereby adding to the abstract mood.
A visual response to racial slurs against East Asians based on personal experiences. By using the insults themselves to label myself figuratively and literally, similar to Ridwan Adhami’s Islamophobia, I aimed to show the impacts slurs can have on the recipient. I also adopted Jenny Saville’s painting style in Rosetta II to evoke an emotional rawness and add yellow undertones in the portrait to emphasize the ethnic stereotypes.
A visual representation of my mind in a stressful episode, on the brink of a mental breakdown. The surrealistic scenario sheds light on mental health in an ironic and lighthearted way, showing an example of a stressful episode for an individual. Inspired by the “Brain Office” scene from Season 3, Episode 12 of Spongebob Squarepants and Pixar’s Inside Out (2015). Title is a reference to the song by Queen of the same name.
Part two of the body dysmorphia triptych. Between parts one and two, skin morphing has occurred, citing the unamused expression. I aimed to express my own struggles with body dysmorphia by personifying myself through this exaggeration of skin morphing. Created using stock images of melted plastic and the Photoshop Liquify tool. Makeup and hair edited, using sampled hair from original image. 1950s style costume and pillow were borrowed from the school's Arts department.
Part one of the triptych, inspired by 1950s pin up posters and DC Comics character Rita Farr (played by April Bowlby in Titans (2018)), with a condition allowing her skin to stretch at will. Under duress, she deforms, evoking insecurities as she is no longer the idyllic actress she used to be and still sees herself as. Considering no skin morphing has occurred yet, there is still a sense of satisfaction within the character regarding her appearance.
Ultimate part of the body dysmorphia triptych. By now, the skin morphing has reached its peak, consuming most of the body. The expression has changed from unamused to sorrowful, as the truth about the real appearance has been revealed. This particular piece was strongly inspired by Farr during Titans Season 1 Episode 4, “Doom Patrol”, as during the scene, one can see her insecurities coming through as she is unable to retain her composed self.
This piece is a representation of when I feel embarrassed in certain situations. The title is a play-on-words of the expression, relating to not only the physical action of blushing, but also the addition of fire and burnt edges to the cut-outs of my face. The specific editing style used here was heavily inspired by graphic designer Marcelo Monreal as it allowed me to represent a complex emotion.
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